Struggling a little today ~ overwhelmed with so many different parts of life that would be so much easier if we weren't dealing with this thing we call infertility.............This is definitely gonna be a depressing post and all over the place so I would recommend skipping this one....I just need to get it all out.
Finally went to my RE after months of putting the appointment off because I felt it was pointless to waste my time and money on an appointment when we didnt have Greg figured out yet (aka the fear and anxiety of hearing bad news and find out what additional tests and meds I was gonna need to spend more money on). I almost cancelled this one but forgot to call on Friday and I didnt want to pay the missed appointment fee. But Im glad I went, even though I left more confused and lost than ever. Im sure some of you are thinking.....why would you avoid your doctor during a time like this???
Well honestly the last month or so has been the hardest of this whole journey. This whole time I keep holding
