So Im in need of patience!!!! Greg has been on injections since the end of July...it seems like it has been a year.....The 72 day wait that was needed to give his body time to hopefully start producing little swimmers has passed, and Greg is on his way to pick up the results AS I TYPE............my stomach is in knots....I seriously cant stop thinking about the what ifs.......
What if the results are bad..................no swimmers...not enough....or abnormal............we will have such a big decision in front of us. Continue with treatment in hopes something will happen, eventually, but for how long??? Greg really needs to be on Hormone Therapy like stat!! He is so miserable and depressed a lot of the time and Im so stressed and emotional all the time bc of this so do we just stop here and consider being child free or adopting????
What if they are good....we have plenty of healthy wonderful swimmers......Although I would be ecstatic I still see that big red sign INSURANCE STOPS HERE.....they will not cover extraction and preservation, which will be a definite because we do not want to have to revisit the injections and Greg coming off of hormonal supplementation every time we want to have a kid...........they will not cover IUI or IVF........So with the good news comes the anxiety and stress of what to do next........being the crazy money saving couponing person I am I feel like I should immediately come off birth control, order some more ovulation strips, get my last refill of clomid filled and try naturally so that we could possibly save ourselves from the financial burden of IUI & IVF.....either way we have to figure out the preservation for the future but what if we can do it on our own just this once????? Of course that is against the recommendations of my doctor who wants me on birth control to better control my cycles and contain my cysts and endometriosis in preparation for IVF or IUI, but I just think I would feel better going into those if I know that it is the only option left.
This waiting really stinks.....every time my phone rings I jump....just tried to call him and no answer, hopefully he is picking them up?!?! ughhhhhh......
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