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Wednesday, November 20, 2013

It's a...............

So a few posts back I mentioned throwing this baby shower for a dear friend for the pending arrival of baby girl Zaylee. Paige went into labor and delivered this sweet bundle of joy on 11.12.13, well turns out IT'S A BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep, Im still kinda in shock........as Im sure mommy and daddy are too! The family is doing great and at home now with baby boy Titus Monroe Bachellor ~ and he has the cutest button nose I have ever seen :)

This has given me some serious baby fever.....and sent me back into a researching, over analyzing, frenzy......seriously this has got to happen for us soon!! I just cant imagine that it is not meant for us to have children of our own.

I have been off birth control now for over a month and have yet to start my cycle, no ovulation, no cycle and no day 1 so I can start my clomid.......seriously any time i have ever missed a pill in my entire life, i have what seems like a full blown menstrual cycle the next day.....and now we are going on over a month.....my calendar is ready, prescription is in hand, ovulation & pregnancy test are ready, and WE ARE READY!

Greg's appointment for his cryropreservation is Dec 3rd, and we also have a consultation with the fertility clinic that is doing the preservation to discuss options should this trying it on our own doesnt work.....BUT i can't help to be hopeful that this is going to work. I mean give us a break on the first one since we know any future attempts are gonna cost us a bunch of money.....

So we wait.....and hope that one day we get to experience the baby showers, the baby gifts, decorating a nursery, buying diapers, and welcoming baby Pullen.

In the meantime I will continue to fight through the negative feelings, the jealousy, the anger and not let this disease make me a bitter person. So far, so good and thankfully I have a lot of amazing babies, and children in my life that helps me keep my focus on my love for them :)

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mrsbachellorMarch 21, 2014 at 6:47 AM
I am just getting caught up on your blog! Whew it's been a while! Thank you for making Titus a part of your life, enough that you posted his arrival on your blog! Also, thank you for willingly spend time babysitting him when you can! I heard that there are pheremones on the top of babies head that make women have baby fever..i wonder if it will help with fertility?? no way to know unless you keep yourself around all these babies! :) love you!!
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Where we are today....

This blog will track all the way back to the beginning of our journey ~ however I would like everyone to know where we are today in July of 2014 and brief summary of where we have been.

In 2008 Stacy, who has suffered from Endometriosis since a young age had laparoscopic surgery due to very large cysts that resulted in the loss of her left ovary and drainage of a cyst on her right ovary (hoping to save it). After a diagnosis of anovulation, two 6 month rounds of lupron, years of ovulation testing, lots of ultrasounds and blood tests, and a 3 month round of clomid we found out that Stacy was not the only one with issues. While it was recommended that Greg get tested early on we put if off due to the cost and the obvious issues that Stacy had, we were certain it wasnt Greg. However, in Feb 2013 Greg was tested and we were informed that Greg has azoospermia (zero sperm count) and Testicular Hypogonadism (extremely low testosterone production). After three months of high dose clomid with no change he had a MRI that showed no abnormalities or tumors in his pituitary gland which is good news but at the same time we still have no answer.

Greg started Novarel (HCG) injections combined with Repronex injections at the end of July 2013 in an attempt to stimulate his hormones, after 1 month of taking these injections his testosterone levels rose from a 98 to a 238 - so there is improvement and we were wanting to see them almost double that before we do the next semen analysis. WELL they did ~ Greg was producing SWIMMERS ~ LOTS OF THEM!!! So Stacy came off of her birth control & we had about 70 million swimmers preserved just incase we need them in the future. Stacy completed two round of clomid but still no baby. We also found that Stacy's prolactin levels are staying abnormally high so we continue to monitor that. Stacy had the HSG done and her tube was found to be open ~ which was good & bad news at the same time. Open tubes are always good news, however that still leaves us with no answer as to why nothing has worked even though Greg is producing sperm. So the doctor prescribed Fermara for Stacy, after one round of the Femara still no baby.....and then Stacy was notified her position was being eliminated as of January 31st, 2014 ~ scrambling to figure out what to do next Stacy and Greg decided that since we had done the preservation, and the unknown of what was going to happen in the coming months with Stacy being unemployed, it was time for Greg to come off the injections (that we would be unable to afford with out income/insurance). We were hoping that his natural testosterone would be able to remain high and he would continue to produce sperm, however his hormone levels begin to rapidly decline, resulting in us making the decision for him to begin hormone supplements that would probably stop his production all together.

January 2015 ~ Stacy has been on birth control to help with the endometriosis pain and keep the cysts from growing, and Greg is one Hormone Replacement Therapy. Stacy met with her RE on January 14th to discuss options and the next steps in this journey. We are looking at IUI in the near future as soon as we can secure funding for this.

April 8th, 2015 - Received a negative pregnancy test. Doctor recommends a saline ultrasound and mock transfer before proceeding with IVF.....

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