Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Dear Aunt Flo....

Your decision to delay your visit is not exactly assisting with my desire to start a family and is wearing on my patience. You usually arrive within 5-7 days, its been 12!!!

 It seems the one time that I anxiously anticipate your arrival you decide to take your sweet time. Typically you arrive right like clockwork. I apologize I have suppressed your visits for the last year, but I could not endure the pain and heartache you caused me every month. However, this time I get excited every time I think I feel my ovaries move or the slightest cramp. Unfortunately, that usually just turns out to be hunger or gas pains. This extra time is making my mind go 100 miles per hour, giving me time to rethink if I really want to go through this and risk more possible heart ache, risk having multiples, or risk financial hardships that I may not be ready for. The delay in your arrival also makes me wonder if there is something wrong. I have track your visits for the last 5 years and you have always been way more predictable.This time I welcome the cramps, bloating, and moodiness because I know it takes us one step closer to our ultimate goal of starting a family. So if you could expedite you arrival that would be great.

Sincerely
Me

P.S. Feel free to leave all of those horrible side effects at home.



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